Wow. Been outta school, sick as hell. Got a new layout, as if anyone cares. Been bored, slept until like 6 pm yesterday, which is ok I guess. Cannot complain about extra sleep, cannot wait till school tomorow, going to get bitched at more -.- I wonder if I can stay home for the third day this week? I guess not.

           Anyways, life is the same as always. I guess I am doing good at hiding depression from friends. No one has called in like 5 days. I am starting to think everyone has forgotten about me. Monique, who is one of my best friends, I have not talked to for almost 2 weeks. Makes me kinda sad.

                     Yeah, so i'm already dead. I am trying to find out what it is like to feel........normal. My memory is so bad lately. I cannot remember what I did yesterday, except for sleep. I was up all night last night too. Fell asleep at like 7 AM, woke up at 1 PM. ..................................................................................... Nothing else to say, really.

 Brandon      *You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloomed..
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..
How will I break the news to you?*